Have you been feeling odd tensions/forces this year? I know I have…
The last couple of months have been what seems like a black hole.
I cannot fully put it into words, but it all started with me going deep about the state of our world, country, politics, history, society, economy, religion, values ….The amount of time I dedicated to this unexpected research project felt as though I was writing a thesis.
To add to the intensity, over the last year I’ve been also healing from a deep-rooted trauma that I’ve never really faced or discussed. But it resurfaced without any signs of retreating again — indicating that it’s time to fully heal.
Lots to unpack and comb through, to learn/unlearn, to discover and rediscover.
To be honest, for a while there I felt lost.
While going through my own “self-facing” inner journey I noticed many other people were also going more inward. That made me so happy!
At the beginning of this year, I predicted that people would have to really face themselves in 2020. Crazy how I called that!
Unfortunately, I have also witnessed how many people have not. Instead, they live in glass houses and hypocrisy-ville while relishing in cancel culture extremism and virtue-signaling-athons.
Knowing I’m an empath, I should have protected myself and my energy better. I should have put a shorter deadline on my make belief thesis. But I don’t live in “should’ves”
👉🏼 There was something important I needed to learn. I felt it deep inside my gut. But it wasn’t meant just for me, it was meant for how I help others through my coaching business. It was much bigger than me.
During this time I can’t even describe my feelings, my mood, my thoughts. I felt like I was lost in a jungle without a compass. Every attempt I made to work my way out, brought me back the original starting point.
For the first time in my life, I experienced what people describe as “the enemy”. Perhaps I have in the past, but this time was different.
I felt it in myself. But I also felt it dramatically within the world.
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗹𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗺𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼:
𝗪𝗲 𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗽𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻.
If you’re on a path to greatness, if you’re aligned with things that serve you …
you’re going to be in a position where you’re going to experience things that will deceive you …
that will distract you from your purpose …
will deter you from your excellence …
and will do everything in its power to divide you from people who are there to help you grow …
And divide you from the divine…
𝗪𝗲 𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗲.
𝙷𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝙸𝙳 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚠𝚒𝚗!
I really want to challenge the way we show up.
We’ve got to work harder at how we show up in the world and where we apply our energy. It’s a season where we can rise above, and focus our efforts on true growth.
What do you say? 👇🏼
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