Have you been feeling odd tensions/forces this year? I know I have…
The last couple of months have been what seems like a black hole.
I cannot fully put it into words, but it all started with me going deep about the state of our world, country, politics, history, society, economy, religion, values โฆ.The amount of time I dedicated to this unexpected research project felt as though I was writing a thesis.
To add to the intensity, over the last year Iโve been also healing from a deep-rooted trauma that Iโve never really faced or discussed. But it resurfaced without any signs of retreating again — indicating that itโs time to fully heal.
Lots to unpack and comb through, to learn/unlearn, to discover and rediscover.
To be honest, for a while there I felt lost.
While going through my own โself-facingโ inner journey I noticed many other people were also going more inward. That made me so happy!
At the beginning of this year, I predicted that people would have to really face themselves in 2020. Crazy how I called that!
Unfortunately, I have also witnessed how many people have not. Instead, they live in glass houses and hypocrisy-ville while relishing in cancel culture extremism and virtue-signaling-athons.
Knowing Iโm an empath, I should have protected myself and my energy better. I should have put a shorter deadline on my make belief thesis. But I donโt live in โshouldโvesโ
๐๐ผ There was something important I needed to learn. I felt it deep inside my gut. But it wasnโt meant just for me, it was meant for how I help others through my coaching business. It was much bigger than me.
During this time I canโt even describe my feelings, my mood, my thoughts. I felt like I was lost in a jungle without a compass. Every attempt I made to work my way out, brought me back the original starting point.
For the first time in my life, I experienced what people describe as โthe enemyโ. Perhaps I have in the past, but this time was different.
I felt it in myself. But I also felt it dramatically within the world.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ผ๐น๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐บ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ:
- Deceive
- Divide
- Distract
- Deter
๐ช๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ง ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.
If youโre on a path to greatness, if youโre aligned with things that serve you …
youโre going to be in a position where you’re going to experience things that will deceive you โฆ
that will distract you from your purpose โฆ
will deter you from your excellence โฆ
and will do everything in its power to divide you from people who are there to help you grow โฆ
And divide you from the divineโฆ
๐ช๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ง ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ.
Vibrate higher.
Rise above.
Be better.
๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ณ๐ธ๐ณ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ ๐๐!
I really want to challenge the way we show up.
Weโve got to work harder at how we show up in the world and where we apply our energy. Itโs a season where we can rise above, and focus our efforts on true growth.
What do you say? ๐๐ผ
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